Why do bad things happen to good people? Hasn't everyone asked that question? God. I just don't get it. I can never seem to express my feelings to the right people. Shoot. I can never seem to express my feelings at all. I just write to the anonymous internet or in a paper no one ever reads. Why does it even matter?
What do you do when you're put in a situation that's crap. I was in a relationship for nine months and hated myself the last two of them. I didn't have real feelings for her, but I couldn't bear to hurt her. Finally, I knew I had to stop pretneding. And now? Well, I've cried several times today. I'm not generally a crier. But today I have been. I'm not even upset for me, I'm not hurt because of the break up itself, but because of the consequences the break uip has had on her.
She's a wonderful person. She didn't deserve to be hurt. But I had to do the right thing. I just wish I could make her not hate me. I'm so sorry.
I have nothing for you,
but you everything for me.
I can't accept from you,
what I can't return.
I'm sorry.
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